It's funny, it took me over a year and a half to figure out what you really are, I knew, to a certain extent that you were a guy with lowered conscience but now I realize that all you are is a cheap liar. The kind of guy that treats girls like objects but they don't realize because they think they're a princess when with him. It's that incredible charm that I used to fall for all the time; the ego maniacs, the pretty boys, however underneath it all, they're nothing but selfish single minded little boys who look like men.
There is a certain weak stop for this guy in every girl but you have to learn to overcome it with getting hurt. Getting hurt so much you didn't think was possible. But in the end, you come out stronger and you've learnt your lesson, to look for a different type of guy, nonetheless, the repair takes time and makes you close up for a long time so you can take apart and put back together every little piece of you that he broke, or in some cases the ones you broke yourself ... There'll always be a part of you that hurts when you remember anything about the time you had together. How much you have up for him, how perfect you felt but now, you realise that he had at least 2 other girls on the go at the same time. You think you're okay now, you know you're okay but he will always stay in your memory with a little bit of feeling left, even if it's just negativity. You'll always remember your first, the worst and the strangest but right as well as the one you love/ loved the most; because they're the important loves. The people that will always keep a little piece of your heart even if you don't want them to.
There is a certain weak stop for this guy in every girl but you have to learn to overcome it with getting hurt. Getting hurt so much you didn't think was possible. But in the end, you come out stronger and you've learnt your lesson, to look for a different type of guy, nonetheless, the repair takes time and makes you close up for a long time so you can take apart and put back together every little piece of you that he broke, or in some cases the ones you broke yourself ... There'll always be a part of you that hurts when you remember anything about the time you had together. How much you have up for him, how perfect you felt but now, you realise that he had at least 2 other girls on the go at the same time. You think you're okay now, you know you're okay but he will always stay in your memory with a little bit of feeling left, even if it's just negativity. You'll always remember your first, the worst and the strangest but right as well as the one you love/ loved the most; because they're the important loves. The people that will always keep a little piece of your heart even if you don't want them to.
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